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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: West Virginia
Metro: Huntington
Birthday: 8/21/1990
Gender: Female


Occupation: Education/training


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Member Since: 7/18/2005

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

ok, well, me and Zach are no longer a couple. That's been since about January 19th. He broke up with me because of my constint thoughts of suicide. I have a clinical depression so that's why I think about suicide. As of February 19th(a month after our break up) I found out he's in lock up for trying to kill his mom because his parents are getting divorced. I don't know when he'll be out or if he'll get out. If me and him were still together, this would have never happened. I know that it's not my fault so I don't need everyone saying "it's ok, it's not your fault". I know it's not and I don't feel like it is.

        

Lainie, I'm glad you've found someone you love like I love Zach. Hopefully he won't leave you for some dumbass reason like Zach did to me. I love you, you're my best friend and no one here or anywhere else will take your place as my best friend. You've helped me out through everything and I'm glad you did because if I didn't have you to talk to, I probably wouldn't be alive right now. I wanna think you for always being here for me and I hope it will always stay this way, only I won't have to live so far away anymore. I hope you and Brad stay together for a long time.

</33 Jessi


Monday, January 09, 2006

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By Cradle of Filth
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I'm so DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got my ex BACK!!!! It was funny cuz before my 4th period class me and a few of my friends were standing around and he comes up to me telling me he needs to talk to me. Then hugs me for a while. I knew what he wanted to talk to me about. Then before my 5th period class, which I have with him, he pulls me over to him and says "I want you back". Those were his EXACT words. I was just standing there like "ok, I need to break up with my other b/f". So I did and then me and Zach(my b/f) start going back out!!!! I'm SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I LOVE YOU....to everyone that was there when I needed them!!!!!!!

<33333 ~~Jessi~~


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

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See You on the Other Side
By Korn
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Zach(my ex fiancee) broke up with me today....here's why.

He lied to me and broke a promise he made. He promised me he wouldn't to go get drunk on New Year's eve, he did. He passed out, his cousin cut off all of my fiancee's hair. He lied and told me that he went and got it cut. I told him I didn't trust him anymore, he called me mean and that I had no right to be mad at him. He wrote me a note telling me it's over.

Here's exactly what the note said:


"Jessica, Your going to hate me forever for this but I think it was better when we were friends. We didn't argue at all, and we talked and laughed alot more. All we ever do anymore is fight about stupid shit. U think we moved way to fast. All I do is make you mad anymore. So I'm sorry, it's over. And yes, I do love you, but this is the way it has to be. I just want to be your friend. I still want you to tell me if anyone fucks with you. I feel really bad about this. And another reason is because you don't trust me. No relationship can last without trust. P.S. Do not try to hurt yourself over me. If you do then you never realy loved me."


That's mean isn't it. I am so pissed off about it but I love him so much. He means everything to me. I treated him so much more better than his own mother. I'm probably one of the only girls that will ever love him this much or cry over him doing this.


Monday, November 28, 2005

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By The Starting Line
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   I love this pic. If you cant read it, the top part says "Did you know that when a penguin has find its mate, they stay together for the rest of their lives?" The bottum on sats "Be my penguin?" I love it soooooo much.


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Got a new xanga it's KoRns_sexy_beatch. So yea love ya'll lotz

 

XxJessiexX </3



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